Hello everyone out there. My name is Megan, and I am anorexic. I have been for about three years now. I decided, after a recent conflict with my boyfriend Josh over this, to create this web page and hopefully completely stop this anorexic madness...hence the name of this page. Josh, may I mention, is such a great guy. He's always been there and I love him so much, and he said that it hurts him when I hurt myself, so in an effort to not force him to break up with me, I am doing my best to get myself back on the right track, and I am hoping that it will work.
In 7th and 8th grade, I looked in the mirror, and I hated what I saw. A fat, ugly, disgusting piece of white trash. Don't argue with that if you didn't know me then. I was severely overweight for my age. Though it pains me to say this, I was 175 pounds when I was 13. And I hated that so much. So, after dozens of sleepless nights and crying and feeling sorry for myself, I decided I was going to do something about that. I didn't want to feel like that forever. Now, as I look back, maybe what I decided to do wasn't the bestest of choices, but it did seem to help me as much as many of you don't think it did. I mean, in just a few months I lost 30 pounds, and I guess it was after then that I though, "Ya know, this is seemingly working. Maybe I should continue." But now, I think I just got some sense knocked into me, and I am making a sincere effort to do whatever I possibly can to end this. But it will take time...
Here are some pics that touched me. Please look at all of them.
With this page I am hoping with all my heart to be able to stop myself from destroying myself and hopefully stop others as well. And thank you to all of my friends that reminded me how I should be, and telling me I was wrong, because that helped a lot with my decision.
